Yesterday has been quite overwhelmng for me. The worst thing about going out with your mother is going out early! 8am! She woke me up. She had family day at her work place so we had to go out early and travel to Toa Payoh and bus to Balestier to her work place. I dreaded waking up. But I already promised, so got to get my ass off the super duper comfy bed of mine.

The event was boring. Ate and went of. Went to Geylang with mother's friend. I probably guess we almost spent half the day shopping? I was dead tired but somehow quite contented with what I've got. 3 pairs of clothes? Haha, good manz. Good enough I bet. Haha. Trained back home with all sorts of stuff and food which is heavy I tell ya! I almost went home senget. hahaha!

Grabbed a bite then managed to catch High School Musical 3. Haaha, seriously, never get bored of HSMs. :D They just look so cute and adorable together. I am not lame ok! Haha..

Slept late and woke up super late because I was super tired. Hahaa.. I bet I will not be able to sleep tonight, because I woke at 5. Dayyyum! Hahaa, I'll just have to entertainmyself like I always do then. :p

For the moment, staying at home would be better. Hahahaha :D
I pretty much guess alot had been going on this past week.

Last Tuesday, met up with the classmates at Jurong Spring CC to play badminton. Apparently, quite a number tuned up and indeed it was fun. Hella fun I tell you. After so long of not excercising. Haha.. Bumped to Xue Yi along halfway, because she got lost. She went to Jurong Green instead. So we went together to the correct place this time and played like maniacs. Xue Yi can play I tell ya. Though I'm taller than her, she whacks up real hard. :D Played for 3 hours, had Macs for lunch and wondered around. Saw a couple of peepeing toms. Idiots. They seriosly spoiled my day I tell you! Spoil my day!

Haha, besides the fact that I got to go out, the rest of the week has been really slacking the whole day at home. I eat, and sleep. Oh shit! Don't tell me I'm going to get fat. Did I mention that I sleep after I eat? HAHA! Nahh.. It only happened today. Don't worry. Mum called me a fat pig after what I told her. Serious insult I tell you! Serious! But anyways, who could resist the cold weather, after you ate your brunch? I couldn't! :D Hehe..

Was supposed to have a swimming outing tomorrow, but then some of the gals couldn't make it. So, next week please gals? I wanna go swim! Its been like years since we went there! Haha..

Family planning to go to holiday next year or late this month. I'm not so sure. Genting? Sabah? JB? I'm not too sure myself. But I'm sure it's gonna be fun! I hope!

I need to do some serious shopping. Ayone with me? :D
A sudden urge for blogging! Oh my my!

A few days of not going out and have fun kinda stinks. Well, as you might have heard from all the hoopla that have been going on recently. From the 3 day red camp mania at Ngee Ann Poly and the Grad nite at Bukit Batok. So when all the madness finally started to settled down, you start to miss all your friends and all the fun times you had. On a lighter note, there's a class chalet until Thursday, which I am not allowed to go for various reasons. Haha.. How sad isn't it? Let's leave all the sadness behind shall we?

Friends have started working. When shall we go out together dearest bestfriends? I have started to miss you! Aww.. I hope you won't forget the movie date of New Moon coming out next month! Hehe.. It's just days away my friends! :D Talking about movies, I would love to watch Ninja Assasin! I just realised Rain got a hot bod! xD I want to watch! I want to watch! Anybody wants to watch with me? Clara retard invited me to watch 2012. Oh my my! Haha, so many movie dates, so little cash. Maybe I should start working, part time maybe. I have the money and have time for leisure as well ^.^ I shall reconsider. Or should I just sponge of mum and bro. OH! What a brat I am. Oopsie! :p

Being home alone sucks, especially when you cannot go out. Even to the chalet. AAAARR!! Maybe I shall go out tomorrow. Go out to the library and borrow some books and indulge myself to some fascinating stories. Oh dear! I miss school. I miss wearing my bag! I miss naggings and lectures from dear teachers. Lastly, I miss netball! I need some excecising! Climbing the stairs making me breathless recently. :O! HHAHA!

I need to go out and catch some fresh air. XXXOOO <3
HO! I still remembered by ID and password! :D

Okay, it's been ages since I've updated this old rusty bloggy of mine. It's about time I change the blogskin as well. Hmm.. We'll see how later. It seems that some of my friends have been updating after the big O's are over. Haha! Now it's my turn!

Omg, I can't believe that the major exam is finally over! 4 years! God! 4 years of freaking education, for the secondary part is over. Hopefully it's really over :D Well, we settle that part next year when we get our results shall we?

Mum's forcing me to find work which I am obviously lazy to, though I am in need of some cash right now. Hari raya money, gone with the wind, never to be seen again. Maybe next month? This month enjoy first :D Loads of plans have been planned out this month. Camps, chalet, parties, outings, hari raya haji.. All those stuffs. Though I will be much appreciated if the curfew of mine could be extended a bit longer. AHAH! I know my friends would agree. It sucks to rush home, though you know you have someone to rush home with. HEH! :p I hope it's okay with them. Not being a wet blanket or anything though :/

So, how's this for a post after a very long hiatus?
More updates are sure to come as the day goes by. Keep on tagging, and loving each other!
Most importantly, GO GREEN! SAVE THE EARTH!
Okay friends? xoxo
I know, that my blog has been dead. Let's revive it back ok?

Well, O levels are just 2 weeks time. Next week will be the start of the practical exam.
I have not been studying. So what the heck.

Ok that's is for my post today. Will update once O's are over. Which would be in 1 month's time.
See you real soon!

:D


i, i’m just a face you never notice
now i’m just trying to be honest
with myself, with you, with the world

you might think that i’m a fool
for falling over you
but tell me what i can do to prove to you
that it’s not so hard to do
give love a try, one more time
‘cause you know that i’m on your side
give love a try, one more time

with that being said, why can't we give
love a try. Everybody's busy with O's.
urrrrrhhhh... Can I go take it next year or
dont take it all or something?

Speaking of which, have not been studying for the past hols.
Most probbly gonna get head cramps when school reopens,
where the teachers are going to bombard you with assingnments.

oh dear, life's like a roller coaster!
Sometimes i wonder how I become so ficke minded.

URRRRHHHH!
Tell me I'm not on my own,
tell me I won't be alone,
tell me what I'm feeling isn't some mistake.
Cos' if anyone can make me fall in love, you can.

And it's you and no one else,
if I could wish upon tomorrow,
tonight would never end,
and if you asked me I would follow,
but for now, I'll just pretend,
cos' if anyone can make me fall in love, you can.

Baby when you look at me,
tell me what do you see.
Are these the eyes of someone you could love?
Everything that brought me here,
now it all seems so clear.
Baby you're the one I've been dreaming of.
If anyone can make me fall in love..

you can!

ok...
it came back..
You smile and never shout
You stand out in a crowd
You make the best of every situation

Correct me if I'm wrong
You're fragile and you're strong
A beautiful and perfect combination

Guess what?
I still...
hee heehehehe xD




but you're not D:
boohoohoo.. :(
With my attitude right now,
I think I'm not gonna make it to poly..
Even RP ah..
Sad to say, I am hearing ITE calling my name.

FUCK!

At least there's education.. the slower route I must say.

FUCK!

ITE pun ITE ah..

Good luck to all my friends.. I think I'm giving up on myself.. :(
One word turns into a,
why is it the smallest things that tear us down?
I'm here without a shield,
can't go back now

Oh no,
these times when we climb so fast to fall again
why we gotta fall for it now?

I never meant to start a war,
you know I never meant to hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for..
Let the wind blow the ash right before my glasses
So I wrote this love letter right before my classes
How could a goddess ask, someone that's only average
For advice, OMG, you listen to that?
Whoa, it's me, baby this is tragic
'Cause we had it, we was magic..
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am..

Oh God, why am i feeling like this?
Im not moving
Im not moving
Im not moving..

Im not broke, Im just..

oh nevermind..
Well, let us embrace the month of Ramadhan that has come to visit us before he leaves us.

Ok,besides the fact that Ramadhan is here, I have been going through an emotional week. I have never been this emo in my life. Well, maybe I have. This is equally the same. Well, cuzzy's grandmum passed away this morning. So my mum and I went to melawat and sent her to the grave. While waiting, visited dad's for a while. Went quite emo for a while since it has been quite some time since I visited. Mum has been regular. She goes with brother during weekdays. But nevermind, I have visited him, it's ok. Quite sad though.

Secondly, I don't know if I should address this or not. Maybe I should since my bloggy has not attracted many readers due to the fact that I do not update regularly. Well, here it goes. I guess this is quite personal. But it is ok, you people out there can know me more in a personal way since I don't really share personal thoughts openly. Because it is personal.
I've made up my mind to share so here it goes.

My relationship with some people have not been smooth throuhgout the years. My heart has been broken quite alot of times therefore the fear of it breaking again when having rlshp is there. In order for me to not get my heart broken, I broke someone else's instead.

It then took me sometime to realise that when I did that, someone else's heart is broken too. That person must have gone through the rough experience that I have been through. Call me a bitch for doing it. I know. My bad. I apologise. But it's a little too late I suppose. No one apologised to me when they did the mistake. I went emo. Surprisingly. Took me some time to get back up again. I kniw.

So let me conclude, everyone had had their heart's broken. Who doesen't? All you got to do is to wait. As they say, 'time heal all wounds'

Let's just hope it would not take so long and the good old times will resume back to normal. I hope so, if possible.

If not, it would just be so sad. :(
Firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOE JONAS.. yay!!
AND.. ON THE 13 AUGUST 2008..
I would like to wish ME a HAPPY BIRTHDAY! yes yes 16!
yupyup, can watch NC16 movies already (like I would want to watch thoso movies.. :p)

Not forgettitng to those people who shared the same birthday as me. There are quite a few I must say:

happy 16th Asyraff, Affandi, (ME!)
happy 18th Fatris
happy 20th to Farah's sister.. (I think her name is Sabrina)
happy bday to a school mate who shared the same virthday as me. I think is a lower sec because people were singing happy birthday on that day.

SO HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Also not forgetting happy belated/advanced to:

2nd August Abang and Vineet
3rd August Aqmal Ariff
8th August Song Zhen
9th August Sinagapore, Cik Ai
10th August Ratna Kartika Sari
11th August Leia Kinnear Ong, Allyson Stoner
12th August Nisa's Sister (I think is Maisarah)
18th August Demi Lovato

Labels: BIRTHDAY WISHES

Long holiday means total fun manz. Yes, payback my sleeping time! yessa! Eat more! enjoy more before I start cramming agian after National Day..

Well, The street netball challenge held just now was super exhausting. I guess it was a bit underated for me but it turned out otherwise. Thought of cutting FnN but went otherwise since the challenge ended. I was about to collapse of exhaustion.. hahah no just kidding. :D

Overall, this year's school carnival and performance was quite alright I guess since there was something for me to do during the carnival then to just slack around the school as there was this challenge organised by the school. It was quite dissapointing that it was cancelled halfway since it was already 11 oclock and we had to leave. They close shop already :( If not, my '4E3 wildcats' would be challenging the 'teachers geng'. Oh well, it was an interesting experience playing with your schoolmates and the support that you get from them.

Definatley the best part was winning the juniors xD hahaha! I guess it would be an insult if we lost to them as we had the experience of playing it last year. Eventhough we lost to 4E1 (Wan Yi's team), it was alright. At least we lost once. :D HAHAH!!


Im happy that you are happy,
but there's a problem... :(
What a week it has been.
Thankfully MT is already done and over with. Let's just hope for the results to be out by next month. Hopefully I aced it if not I think I need to retake it. Not relying on other subjects but Malay and FnN hopefully, if all goes well.

Best friends being sick and its quite quiet around the class. Many people are getting sick too. The H1N1 has gotten a new wave with the number of deaths slowly increasing. A handful has gone to the ICU ward. Only time will tell when there would be school closure and will I be taking my National Exam on the expected date? I hope so. Only time will tell.

So besides the fact that everybody is sick; countdown to Os. Exactly 90 more days to EL paper 1! Are you up for it?

With so little time and so much to do, I am not sure that I will perform for the exam. What more for prelims that will commence after Hari Raya.

So.. with all the hu-ha that is going around the graduating classes, are you ready for more hell?
If not, are you ready for what is going to unfold before you?

For me, whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there. Cliche?
There is not much time left..





Rush rush rush! That was how I saw my mother went out of the house when I came home. Before that, my lift is going to be ready soon!!! I cannot wait! There is no need for me to travel all the way down to the other end of my block and walk all the way back to reach my house. HURRAY! There will also be no more running down the stairs whenver I will be late for school. Just press the bell and off i go down down the magic lift. Ok, Im getting merepek by the minute.

Contented with what my mother left behind, a fridge full of food and drinks. YES! More food under the tudung saji. YES! My favourite dish, roasted chicken. YES! The kitchen is my haven. YES!!!!! No questions asked.

Besides the fact that I am contented with the food that was prepared by dearest mum, my prepaid is running low. 3 cents. Pathetic. There goes my allowance. Thought of buying the latest Jonas Brothers album.. :( I also have to save up to top up my ez link card. Darn. No more outings I guess. I guess, I shall stop eating after school and just drink fruit juices and eat fruits. At least that will fill up my stomach. Oh dear, if only the school will give coupons for after school also. But nevertheless, pay back fasting starts tomorrow!

I am running out of time!
1 week and 1 day! plain torture! = no homework, early nights, totally shagged by 830 pm. This was the result due to the 3 angels who come to my house. Baby say them and i fell asleep first even before they went home, the equals to how tired i am.

mt oral is tmr.
sudahkan anda bersedia?
So let's continue form where we left out. My mum's out to the market so I hope she's gone out and won't be back before long. So there's a chance for me to elaborate more on where I have loet out, if time permits me. Are you ready to know what happened during my secondary school. I hope this would not be overrated though. I lead a boring love life during secondary school. Now, still. What to do?

Ok are you ready. Let's get started then.

So in Secondary 1, I was together with 'C'. If I'm not mistaken it was for a long 3 months. We liked each other until I had to top up my card VERY frequently because I was using prepaid. Still using it now. I used up my own money of course. Hari Raya $$. I don't keep it in a bank unlike some people. I use it for my own neccessitites like topping up your prepaid card. Then, I dared to use up my savings cause last time got alot of money what. So don't care. Now, pokpokpok alrd. So back to the story, I had fun with 'C' I must admit. But the sad thing we were kilometres apart. He was in some other school and there I was then in boring ycss. The school was old, everything was old. haaha.. That's besides the point. The point is, I enjoyed his company until one day, he dumped me. Idiot bastard go dump me. What else can I do? I layed in bed and cried. I felt so heartbroken. After all we've been through. HAHAH! -.- Until 1 day I woke up to the song sudah tu sudah by Imran Ajmain on the radio. I felt so shiok and just forgot about him. My life has to go on anyways right. I'm not as bad until I never bathe all because I heartbroken ok. I jsut felt so sad and quiet. I think I was quiet. I cannt remember, that happened 3 years ago.

After some months, I forgot what happened. I think I was with 'D'. You know the guy whom I had something going out outside school that one. (The last paragraph of the post that one.) And so, he was the spare tyre. I think we were together when in sec1. Or was it sec 2. I cannt remember.

So, let's just continue to sec 2. I was bored with my love life. Randomly this guy at friendster added me up. I had no clue who it was until my friend told me that was his sister's ex boyfriend. So, since I had nothing better to do, we chatted throught friendster and msn. Then through hp. That period was intense man. My mum was so strict I was so scared. :( haha.. He asked me to go out. Some of my friends know this guy. He was known as the 'vivo guy'. He was older than me, much older. Poly student. I don't want to remember his age. But I know his older than me. He asked me out. Guess where. Obviously you know where, Vivo city. Haha.. Met at harbourfront. I saw him when I want to tap my card, I wanted to turn back and run and stood him up but then.. my head popped out. Obviously he saw me, because I told him what I was wearing. I felt like so stupid. Plus, did I mention he was not all that? I know I'm very shallow look at faces. But continue on reading. We went to watch die hard 4.0 the movie. He treated me, so I terlook at his wallet. Nothing left. Since it was the weekend then, 2 tix cost 20 dollars. There wasn't any money left in his wallet. Y you never bring enough money and you ask me out? Bodoh. Then, I bought myself a drink. Stupid. And btw, I don't like this guy. Never. He got the wrong message. Bloody stupid. After that incident, I blocked and deleted him off from msn and never ever replies his sms. Call me a bitch, I don't think so. I don't want to admit it either. Hah.

So after that incindent, plus minus a few months. I came looking for 'D'. He was also not doing so good in his love life so things started moving. I must admit he was a rebound. I wasn't thinking then. So what? The releationship didn't go so well after all. People make mistakes. Stupid decisions. Foolish decisions. What was I thinking back then? Though there were some good and bad moments, it was not a fruitful one. Nonsense. People ask, how do you know if he really exist. How do you know that he is not lying. How do you know he's this and that. I cannot even convince myself to give them the answer. For your informations I have never met him in my LIFE! We were not close. He was closer to this other friend of mine. I think you should know who. There wasn't trust in our relationship together. I find it hard because he's like hiding something from me. I don't know what and why. :(

So we both made the decesions to split up. So my love life ended there. Not so happy ever after, after all. So my life still continues with endless crushes and flings. No relationships because I am afraid that I would make a stupid decision again. Afraid that my heart will be broken again. Afraid of unfortunate things that will happen that I don't see it coming.

So there goes my not so good bgr.
You want to hear about my crushes in sec sch? hahahhahha.




A shout out to my home boy, KRIS ALLEN!
HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY! and
HAPPY DADDY'S DAY!





peace.love
out!